I wrote at length and spoke enthusiastically in my application and interview for Duke Engage about why I chose this particular summer program. When I was narrowing down my list of possible placements, I included notes regarding why these specific organizations interested me. When I finally was placed with the New Orleans Children’s Advocacy Center, I chatted on the phone with my supervisor about how my academic and personal interests aligned with the mission of their non-profit. Numerous times I was asked and responded to these questions during the Duke Engage pre-departure process, but only now have I truly sat down and contemplated why am I here.
Yes, I am likely pursuing degrees in public policy and global health, which are disciplines that fit nicely with the center that I am interning with this summer.
But, why am I here.
Never before have I seen policy first hand, affecting its targeted population and being a catalyst for change. I have only ever dealt with this topics in my courses.
Why am I here.
Never before have I actually seen the problems that non-profits face on a daily basis, such as the everlasting struggle to maintain grant funding to perform the work that helps so many. I am here to identify these problems and understand their root causes.
Why am I here.
I am here to engage with a community and public health issue- because as I have recently learned, child abuse IS in fact, a public health issue- that I have no prior experience with.
Why am I here.
I am here to explore a new city without my brother or parents or friends. I am here to become a member of a group of Duke students that I have never engaged with before, and a member of an organization that I am serving with.
Why am I here.
I am here to seek and identify aspects of a profession that may intrigue me, as well as contemplate other sorts of careers that I had never previously considered.
Why am I here.
I am here to listen, and to learn. I am here to have my eyes opened to social injustices I have not learned extensively about in school, such as child physical and sexual abuse, trafficking, and corporal punishment.
Why am I here.
I’m here to be inspired by the tireless social workers, case managers, police officers, medical professionals, forensic interviewers, community advocates, and volunteers that support the most vulnerable children in New Orleans.
Why am I here.
I am here to hear about the “before Katrina”s and “after Katrina”s and “because of the storm”s. The stories of adaptation, and survival. Of emigration out of and immigration back into the city of New Orleans.
Why am I here.
I am here to challenge myself and grow as an adult, and I can’t wait.