I Am Engaged
This post is a few days late as I am now home, still reflecting on my last two months in the Big Easy. I would like to date what is written beyond this sentence as Friday, August 1, 2008…
The day was ending and my bittersweet last moments on the 12th floor of 1515 Poydras had come to an end. I wished off my coworkers, gladly welcomed their last-minute advice on life, and walked into the scorching 97 degree, humidity-saturated day. I did not just leave the comforts of air-conditioning but I left where I felt most comfortable as my stay in New Orleans was near its end. During the last few weeks I began to spend more time with my coworkers than my fellow DukeEngagers. This is no slight against DukeEngagers. It is just the way things turned out. No longer was working out or playing sports after work an option because of my injuries. Around the time of my second injury (the dislocated finger for those keeping tab) I had moved desk locations to a room more prone to conversation and engagement. I actually enjoyed staying at work until five o’clock, a change from the groans and dozing head that usually signaled a day’s end.
So, understandably, it was a poignant goodbye as I left work for the last time today. But, the goodbye was necessary as we will see next. “You will appreciate it after it’s gone.” I think we have all heard this phrase uttered to us in some form. Over the past few weeks I was liberated from taking the streetcar home. Now, I enjoy the streetcar but the novelty wore off after the first month, especially after getting a ride with a coworker once. It was then I realized a trip that should take eight minutes was taking 45 minutes on the streetcar. Today, however, I snubbed a ride home knowing this would be my last opportunity to take the streetcar ride home until my next visit to New Orleans. It was one of my best decisions of the summer; it was after these 45 minutes did I realize that I Am Engaged.
After the ten minute walk down Poydras to St. Chaarles for the streetcar stop I waited the usual five to ten minutes for the streetcar to arrive. During this time the crowd waiting at the stop obviously grew; however, as the crowd grew, smiles escalated. I am in the middle of downtown New Orleans surrounded by skyscrapers and folks in business suits. The stereotype of northern cities is that everyone minds his or her own, walks their walk, and talks their talk. Constant hustle and bustle. I never noticed this walking downtown everyday for work. Interesting…
Applause all around me!
Ah, the streetcar has arrived. Such a great site: the streetcar driver looking down on us from his perch as we are all literally at his mercy. So many times, especially at the downtown stops, does the driver yell out of his open window (without even grazing the brakes, may I add) “Notha’ car comin’ right behind me!” with such a candid smile that all you can do is laugh as it rolls by and you are forced to wait another few minutes. Thankfully, today was not that day. The driver came to a graceful halt and was all smiles as he welcomed all of us aboard. It was at that point when I realized it was August 1. My month long streetcar pass for July had expired. I pulled out a dollar but had no quarter (yes, New Orleans transportation seems to think $1.25 is a convenient fare for the streetcars and buses). What real man carries change anyway? Pshh…Anyhow, I have been here for two months. Why panic? It is called the “Big Easy” for a reason. I told the driver the honest truth and he smiled, told me to put my dollar in the machine, and that “We ain’t gonna murder you o’r nuthin’ son.” Call me too analytical or whatever, I took kindly to the “We” in his statement. Nawlins is one great family.
And like any family would, as I got on the streetcar and saw no empty seats a young lady to my right was kind enough to slide over on that full bench so I could sit down. I am pretty sure half of her rear-end was struggling to stay on the bench but she did not mind. The eye-to-eye contact just said it all. You would have thought we were kin if you saw it play out. At the next stop, well, we did not stop. The exact scenario I described above about the driver passing happened. And as if God was confirming my beliefs about this city, the people waiting at the stop all laughed when the driver yelled that a car was behind him. No groans, no flipping the bird, and no anger.
A man with only a few coins soon came on the streetcar, explaining to the driver that he was only going a few blocks. He placed what he had into the coin machine and took a seat across from me. Call me cold-shouldered but growing up in the north you rarely will find a group of randomly selected people who do not mind talking to a homeless person…especially if much of the group were in business outfits. This guy came on the streetcar and started throwing out jokes left and right. It had rained a bit that day. He said he got poured on twice that day. He asked us if we were surprised and some guy from the back of the streetcar exclaims “Hell no, it’s New Orleans!” He said that he had been waiting 15 minutes for the streetcar. He asks us with a stern face “Why was the streetcar late?” He then shrugs, smiles, raises his hands palms upward, and says “Who knows?” The streetcar bursts into laughter because here in New Orleans, who does know? Live life easy and do not complain about what you cannot control.
The last interesting note I took on this final journey down St. Chaarles was when this woman had rung the bell to stop, walked to the front and realized that she was at wrong street when the streetcar made the stop. Nothing wrong with this. She then, however, proceeded to make the same mistakes for three more consecutive streets! I looked around each time and all I saw were smiles. The streetcar driver showed no chagrin and even explained what landmarks to look for next time. Four unnecessary stops! All of this resulting in a streetcar full of smiles.
Now, I have mentioned many miniscule details that I noticed during this last streetcar ride. During the walk back to my dorm, however, I realized that this is why I spent two months in New Orleans. The other day (Friday, July 25) we had went to a reception with Lt. Governor Mitch Landrieu. Without making a whole new blog post, Landrieu told us that currently the city is on its knees. There are problems in every American city, whether being health care, education, housing, insurance, city sewer systems etc. all cities have problems. However, he added that New Orleans was different: New Orleans has all of these problems. In his eyes we are “rebuilding a civilization.” He told us touching stories about his mother and random New Orleanians who could not live anywhere else. Down in the south, especially in New Orleans, people do live with their pasts.
To further cap off the remarkable self-reflection and realizations during the past hour, I was able to fully understand words from the CEO (Joe) of my company earlier that day. In one of the more remarkable experiences of my two months I had the opportunity to sit in a sort of “executive meeting” at LPHI. I was there to present the policy brief I had been working on for the past month. Besides those two minutes, the rest of the hour was spent soaking in knowledge as three of the smartest people at LPHI talked about what steps to take next to better New Orleans health. Seeing as I was just an undergrad, they took the time to give me a crash course on public health. At the end of the meeting Joe took on a serious tone. He began brainstorming about possible connections to help make LPHI more community based. He seemed very concerned about this and said something to the sort of being up here in our building, educated with mostly master degrees or greater, it is sometimes difficult to connect with the people on the ground.
I then realized what I had learned as I observed the actions of New Orleanians for two months. To really work in a position of power in a service-based organization (like a public health institute) you must understand the people. Sounds cliché. Sounds easy. To put it in the context that made me understand it though was imagining if someone was trying to change me. To really get through to me someone would have to spend time to get to know me, understand what is important to me. Once you understand that New Orleanians do not bow to anybody, live life and enjoy every minute you start to understand the context of the mental health issues which abound. You understand why eating large food portions are part of New Orleans history. You understand why rebuilding the city is necessary. No more asking why Katrina had to hit. Because, “who knows?” Let’s just make the best out of it.
Thank you to Duke, Melinda Gates, and the Duke Endowment for giving me this great opportunity.